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she likes to be held and makes cute baby noises when she worries:)
teeee



Whoa....It's been a strange little while here in O-town. I'm pretty much exhausted all the time due to working every night, giving people food and attending to their food needs. Ugh. I smell like food all the time now. I'm sure its suits some people, but what can I say, it's just not my thing? Today I watched some crazy and fucked up dudes kill some random innocent people at a college in downtown Montreal. Yup. Kinda got me really worried about moving there, but then again, this shit happens everywhere these days. I can almost clearly see the day it becomes super uncool to have not had a shooting in your school! Ugh. Jeebus. It used to just be stupid Americans, now its the stupid French Canadians, and that's not even easy to say. Say it-Stupid French Canadians! Ha.
I'm also experiencing pangs of not wanting to leave Ottawa-they are random pangs, small in nature, non-threatning of course, but they exist, and I've acknowledged them. It's just cos I've met some rad people here, yes you know who you are, and well, it's just a shame to not have the opportunity to explore my friendships...Oh well I guess huh? Maybe I can do that on weekends, come back and hang out with people? :( I'd like to say thank you to Kelly for being my only friend here when I arrived and helping me meet new people and for playing Cupid and finding bobby for me:) teee. And for just being a very radical lady and one who makes supper for her friends and lets them take up home on her futon. I also want to thank my new friend Alex for showing me the wonderful world of caturdays, vans, dreads, band dudes, babylon, Arnie impersonations, and for pretty much being my Ottawa tour guide. Also, he gives rad hugs, if his dreads don't get to you first! In other news, my sister and mark, her husband, the Newlyweds, just moved here and into our home 4 days ago. They, I think, will like it here a lot. But can you imagine the level of insanity at this house? Pffffff I bet you can't! Geeeeeeeeeeezus. Soon, I shall be free of it all! Muahhahaahhaha. Erm....
So here's what's going to happen:
So, till I write again, I bid you all Adieu.
I've been teaching myself how to skate. Yes, I said stake. I'm not bad, I can pretty much ride the board okay-ish.....so I decided, seeing as the best way to learn is practice, to skate to the bus stop, which is a 10 min walk normally, and then from the bus stop by work, to work. It went ok, both ways....I mean sure, I looked retarded, cant turn and stuff and cant go over cracks very well, but at least I was doing it!
It's been a while, and I've come to the conclusion that Ottawa just ain't my cup of tea. Really. I think it's like Victoria, where people go to retire or live very boring lives....or maybe that's cos I'm being very pessimistic. Either way, I'm trying very hard to relocate to Montreal. I just absolutely love it there, just came back from a 2 day spur of the moment sort of trip. It's just got the greatest charm-even pizza tastes better there.
So I'm here. Finally. I was thrown into working at the Bluesfest for my dad, serving people butter chicken and samosas, then coming home smelling like the food I'd served all day. Ugh. It was okay though, I mean it's money and the festival is finally over so yay!